Round and Round

The wheel goes round and round, pattern in and pattern out.
And I wonder on what Wheel of Fortune tag it will land on.

Many changes these past 8 weeks; baby born, adjustment for all involved, tempers flare, boundary lines drawn, crossed, redrawn, baby grows as all children do and here I am with the thoughts in my head spinning. Do I abandon all walls and allow myself to fall up or fall down? Maybe it's not that at all...

Every other week I study, not "religiously" but to grown in body, mind and spirit. Spirit, where have you been? You have been elusive like the Autumn wind and yet I know you surround me.

I finally found my lady after searching for months and months and she gently hangs by my heart.
Ah, my heart...to figure out what that is outside of children, to claim it as my own and to decide if I truly will give it away.

I haven't slept in months; can't tell from my writing can you? :)